Life Design + Accountability

life design and accountability

Just over a year ago, everything just felt a little off for me. Life design wasn’t on my priority list.

It wasn’t a new sensation, if I’m being honest. I’ve always had times when I would suddenly get a sense of feeling… out of place. Out of body, really. It was jarring and uncomfortable, and not always immediately identifiable. When I was in college it manifested a lot in my dreams, particularly a recurring one in which I would try to put my contacts in. But, as I would splash solution on my contact, it would get bigger and bigger. So I would try to fold it up and put it in my eye, but it would unfold and increase in size or mutate in some other way. I would be desperate in this dream to fix it, to get on with whatever I needed to be doing, and that sensation would continue into my waking life.

Call it undiagnosed anxiety or something else, but I eventually came to realize that it usually meant something was going on in my waking life that felt that way as well. Desperation, frustration, mounting dread. Yoga teacher training and developing a meditation practice has helped me identify these feelings before they become incapacitating, but assuaging them relies on identifying the issue.

And this time last year, it wasn’t presenting itself to me.

Choosing Life Design Instead of Passivity

I wanted certain things for myself and my career. I knew, one one level, that these things weren’t going to happen in my current role. But another side of my brain told me to relax… I had a good, solid job that paid well and that was, in all honesty, pretty easy. But I wasn’t challenged. I knew I was worth more than I could make there. I wanted to contribute to something differently.

Around this time I started following a life coach on Instagram, Sanni McCandless. Sanni’s focus is more on curating an outdoor-centered life (or finding that balance between the necessities of career and cultivating a lifestyle that accommodates more nature-based activities). But intentional living has always been something to which I’m drawn, and as pretentious and millenial as it sounds, I could glean insights and applicable ideas from her podcast guest spots to my own predicaments.

I’ve since cobbled together a life that feels more authentic to me, and I know I’m working toward the things that I ultimately want. There’s so much value to be gained in finding a community that supports you while also holding you accountable. And that’s what I want to help build for you.

Ultimately, life design and living intentionally are the result of intrinsic motivations. While you want certain things, are you ready (and willing) to work for them? How do you know if what you want is attainable – or how to get there? Let’s crowdsource these questions. Starting small, with group meetings, let’s cultivate a community that’s supportive and critical (in the right way) to raise each other up.

Transcend. Evolve. Grow. If you’re interested in any of these things, reach out.

Talk to you soon =D

Published by megtalla

Core Capabilities: Developing action-oriented content. Extensive content management experience. Skilled practitioner of web standards and social media evangelist. Interpreting / responding strategically to web analytics. Thriving in fast-paced organizations. Other than that, I'm just a girl with a penchant for cafe con panna and books.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: